Hey y’all, it’s been a few days since I’ve posted. A lot has happened in those days. Most importantly, a lot has happened in those few days related to me potentially moving back into the classroom next year (yeah, the title of this post is a spoiler. Sorry I’m not sorry).
On Tuesday last week I told the middle school principal that I would like to officially be considered for the 6th grade social studies/religion position that is opening up next year due to a retirement. All he replied was “Excellent,” so I waited until Friday and then emailed him asking what the next steps are. He said that all that was left for me to do was talk to the school chaplain about his expectations for a religion teacher. I set up a meeting with Fr. Charles that afternoon.
I thought it was going to be a pretty relaxed discussion about the topics covered in 6th grade religion classes. Wrong. It was a full-fledged interview, and kind of intense. He asked me about my personal faith journey and why I wanted to be a religion teacher. Then he started asking me how much I knew about certain teachings of the Church (Theology of the Body, papal infallibility, teachings on homosexual people vs. homosexual acts, etc). THEN he asked if I would take the state Know Your Faith test, which is a test administered to high school students around the state (the top scorers from each Catholic school make up that school’s Know Your Faith team, and the schools then compete against each other in Catholic Jeopardy. It’s actually a really fun event). The test wasn’t too bad, and he told me it wasn’t a make-or-break thing for the job, just something to give him an idea of areas I might be strong in and areas that might need work.
Well, Fr. Charles stopped by this morning to tell me that he gave the principal a “total endorsement” for me to join the religion department, and that he is very excited to work with me to see what we can accomplish in the department. About 3 minutes later the principal came to my desk. this is how our conversation went:
“Did Fr. Charles come talk to you?”
“Yep, he was here just a couple minutes ago.”
“K good. You want it?”
“I want it.”
“Awesome. I will let the business office know to open up the media specialist position.”
Five minutes later this email came:
(edited to maintain privacy)
So it’s official! I will be moving back into the classroom next year! I am very, very, very excited, but I’m also nervous. I’m not so much worried about the social studies part of the job. I have my degree in social studies, plus another teacher has 2 of the sections of social studies classes so she can help me. I’m totally on my own with the religion classes. Plus, part of me worries I’m not a good enough person to be teaching religion. I mentioned this to the chaplain, and he said the most important things he looks for in a religion teacher is someone who loves God and loves the Church, who is excited, and who is willing to continually learn and grow. I fit all those qualifications. It’s just hard to feel a little underqualified since I’m not a nun and I’ve done my fair share of sinning in my life.
I hope this job is a sign that the really crappy part of 2014 in over and I’m entering the uphill part of the year. I feel like I have purpose again; instead of wasting my days in the mindlessness of the World Wide Web I am now looking up tools and lessons for 6th grade religion courses. I’m already getting nervous for next year, but it’s a good nervous. It’s an anticipatory nervous, not a dreading nervous.
Any advice/prayers would be most welcome!!